It's Crunch TIme

Ugh I've kinda been up to a lot. It's been a while since I left a new post. I've been slacking on myself and now I'm not allowing it. I dream of going to college for Pre-Med. I'm not giving up on myself no matter what anyone tells me. Well recently, I spoke to my bestie and honestly I couldn't be happier. =D... Like things will go good one day/week or bad the next, it all depends. I don't know where I would be without my friends. I love them so much. Even the really crazy ones...hehe. As I was saying, I need to get serious in school. That's the only way I know for sure I will move forward. But as of now I think I've said enough.

My Special Place

Everyday I wish for a new day,
A day that is as bright as tomorrow.
But life is stressful.
I past the phase from being a child,
To now an adolescence.
Yet it never gets any easier.
The clouds in my skies simply turn to grey.
Unless there is a relentless smile on my face.
But there's more things to life,
Which cause me to smile.
And between these four walls,
I'm in my own world.
It may not be carefree,
But at least I don't have to fake a smile,
Or try not to break into tears.
It's my place.
And even if you step foot in it,
There's nothing you can change.

Why Are Things So Hard!!!!

I wish things in life were much easier. Honestly when it comes to certain things or people I just don't know what to do/say anymore. I'm not giving up. But I wish people would just understand me more. Not even my own mother understands me. Sometimes I feel like I'm just on my own in all this even though i'm not. Somtimes I wish people knew how my life is being on the other side of the mirror. In the meantime all that's left is utter silence until somebody breaks through, well more like until he breaks through....

I'm Going Crazy!

I really don't know what to do anymore. I have this strange unwanted feeling in my stomach and my chest. I just want it to go away. I may say at times life just sucks. Current Feeling:unhappy/heartbroken.

GSPoetry.com

I recently started submitting my poems in GSPoetry.com. I really love how open I can be with other poets. I just love getting feedback on what I should improve and what they really like. Someone of my poems may seem sad, depressing, or just a big shock but honestly they're just how I felt at that current moment. If you're into poetry or you're a poet yourself I'd advise you to check it out. =D.

Silver!!! Again!!!

Well today was my 2nd Girls' Ensemble MICCA (Massachusetts Instrumental & Choral Conductors Association) Festival. We won a silver medal ; but I'm still happy we did our best and that's all that should matter. When it comes to G.E. To me we're not just a group of girls who sing. We're like our own little crazy family. There may be many several strange moments but when we sing we all come together. I hope to be a part of G.E. next yr and if I'm not oh well, at least I'll cherish a lot of memories.

¡Yaayy!

I guess there really is a flipside to everything. I just received some news that made me really happy. *If you're one of my close friends you would know.* But basically the point I'm trying to get arcoss is even when so many things or very little can go wrong there's always something better waiting to come around. =D