Why Are Things So Hard!!!!

I wish things in life were much easier. Honestly when it comes to certain things or people I just don't know what to do/say anymore. I'm not giving up. But I wish people would just understand me more. Not even my own mother understands me. Sometimes I feel like I'm just on my own in all this even though i'm not. Somtimes I wish people knew how my life is being on the other side of the mirror. In the meantime all that's left is utter silence until somebody breaks through, well more like until he breaks through....